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There Is a Light That Never Goes Out

6/9/2014

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It’s been 17 years since American singer Jeff Buckley died, accidentally drowned in the Mississippi River after a spontaneous dip prompted not by drugs or alcohol, according to an autopsy, but by joy at having finished new material that, had things gone as planned, would have succeeded 1994’s Grace debut album.

Not a week goes by without a thought of him. It’s not anything remotely romantic – I mean, I do love his music. It’s more about what he represents to me: the ridiculously arbitrary nature of fate which is at once completely unfair (Buckley dead, Bernardo alive) and thoroughly humbling (the Universe took someone so majestic; why the hell am I still here?)

I met Buckley several times. Back when dinosaurs roamed the Earth, I hosted a nightly radio show that permitted me to book my own guests - thrillingly, sometimes even those that coloured outside the firmly delineated lines of the station’s format – and the charmingly iconoclastic Buckley appeared, I think, three times. I had to beg and cajole to get him. 

That I took heaps of shit from management and colleagues for booking him was to be expected. This was when Sugar Ray and Pearl Jam ruled, not oddball folk-pop songwriters with nosebleed falsettos. But it was worth it. So fucking worth it. Years later, Kevin Drew of Broken Social Scene would recall hearing one of those Buckley radio spots and then sneaking underage into a club using his brother’s ID to witness firsthand Buckley’s voice.

That voice. That inimitable, winding, soaring, elastic, fervent, aching, smouldering, genuinely otherworldly voice. You can’t hear it without experiencing synesthesia – every sense alert to it . Though exquisite, Leonard Cohen’s original version of that song simply doesn’t hold a candle to Buckley’s cover. To hear Buckley sing that song – or “Lilac Wine,” for that matter – is quite literally breathtaking. I mean, who can do that?

Because of his cruelly limited output, it’s almost certain Buckley will end up as a footnote (however beloved) in the canon. He wasn’t famous enough or tragic enough to survive as a damaged legend like Jim Morrison or Kurt Cobain. His music was too angular anyway. But to me Buckley is an unimpeachable reminder of how fragile we really are, to quote another singer with a notable falsetto. 

Remembering that casts light on even dark, ugly days. Sometimes, that’s enough.

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alan link
6/9/2014 01:09:42 am

Lovely thoughts on a tragic loss. What a talent, what a shame.

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Mike McCann
6/9/2014 04:25:01 am

Fittingly gorgeous, Kim - one of the greatest memories in my life outside of family was watching Jeff and his amazing band hold the Glastonbury '95 crowd in the palm of their collective hand. He was Godlike that day, and then he was gone not even two years later...

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Kevin link
7/15/2014 06:14:16 pm

Dear Kim,

Loved this article on J.Buckley. So tragic!

Curious: what is on your playlist these days?

>>I think there is a product called "Brasso" that will work wonders on your typewriter ;-)

Best,

Kevin

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Macey Cross link
6/25/2022 10:21:04 pm

Interesting thoughts I really enjoyed your blog.

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